Hari
OM
Application - that is what 'Workings-days' are about!
Did
you think on what the greatest hurdle to our progress in life and spirit might
be? No? Still leaving the work on the page?
In a live study group situation, the achaarya would not allow class to
move on until someone (and preferably all) had come up with some ideas. Here,
to wait for input would be futile. Flow must be maintained. It is hoped that at
least one of you has come up with
Yes.
That is the biggie. It is the one thing which actually underlies just about all
other negative traits. What follows is a
reworking of an article by Sw. Sivananda (from whom we got that long list of
'vices'!). It has been adapted because
it uses a lot of technical language not yet covered here as well as other
references not currently related. Some new terms are being retained and are to
be added to your
books.
FEAR.
It
is the great human curse. It is a
negative thought. It is your worst
enemy. It assumes various forms - fear
of disease, of death, of public criticism, of loss of goods, et cetera.
Fear
blights many lives, makes people unhappy and unsuccessful. The power of imagination in the mind
[anticipation] intensifies fear.
Attachment to the body causes fear through देहाध्यास/deha-adhyaasa, fear of
death. This is essentially the source of all other fear. He who can throw off this erroneous
attachment, [by gaining Knowledge and correct practice], will be free from
fear.
He
who has conquered fear has conquered everything; has gained mastery over the
mind.
Some
people can bravely face the shot in the battlefield, but they are afraid of
public opinion and criticism. Some can
face a tiger fearlessly in the forest, but they are afraid of the surgeon's
knife.
Rid
yourself of all the varieties of fear. Hold to the single-pointed idea that you
are the immortal self (aatmaa), this can destroy efficiently, all fears. This is the potent tonic, the one sure
panacea for this dire disease. Fear is the obstacle on the path of
Realisation. A timid aspirant is
absolutely unfit for the spiritual path.
He cannot dream of Self-Realisation even in one thousand births. One must risk life if he wants to attain
immortality.
The
spiritual wealth cannot be gained without [ego]self-sacrifice, self-denial or
self-abnegation. A fearless person of
any standing who overcomes deha-adhyaasa is fit for Realisation.
Fear
assumes solid forms and troubles the aspirant in various ways. The conqueror of fear is on the road to
success; is close to the goal. The one on this road must be prepared to face
all which comes his way. He should stick
to his principles and convictions, even when persecuted. Thinking on aatmaa,
studying shruti, exhibiting devotion and service as well as developing courage, all steady the aspirant. Positive
overcomes negative. Courage overpowers
fear and timidity.
Fear
is a painful emotion excited by danger.
It is the apprehension of danger or anticipation of pain. Fear is an emotion accompanied by a desire to
avoid or escape these threats.
Fear
is born of ignorance. It is negative वृत्ति/vritti (thought-pattern). It has no
real form or existence. Constant fear saps your vitality, shakes confidence and
destroys ability. It renders the fearful
powerless. Therefore shun fear and be
courageous always. Terrify not yourself with vain fears; be bold, friend!
What
paralysis is to the body, so is fear to the mind. It breaks down the nervous system, undermines
health. It creates worry and destroys
peace of mind. Wherever there is
attachment to objects there is fear of their loss, so there follows anger,
jealousy etc. So many negative traits arise from all our multifarious forms of
fear. Fear in all its different phases
is the destroyer of our happiness and efficiency; it has made cowards and
failures of people.
Some
are straightened out by a virtuous fear - fear of 'God'. This is the effect of faith, it opens the
window through which wisdom may arrive.
Until we know something, we fear it.
All too often fear prevents us taking the steps to 'know'.
Alarm
apprehension, awe, consternation, dismay, dread, fright, horror, misgiving,
terror, timidity, trepidation…. How many synonyms there are for fear!
Boldness,
assurance, bravery, confidence, courage, fearlessness, fortitude, trust….
Counter the negative with the positive!
SAADHANA;
List
your fears. Be aware that sometimes we cannot recognise that we have a fear, we
have become so adept at avoiding the place or situation which can bring it out.
It can be very mundane. A friend once
took us on a rather circuitous route to a convention we were attending. When it was observed that if we had taken a
right three junctions previously, we would have arrived at the same spot, she
admitted a fear of turning right!
Of
course there are all sorts of experiences which can build fears and there are
also the irrational fears for which no experience explains the reaction. Do not
get bogged down in whys and wherefores for this exercise. Simply practice the art of self-assessment
and revelation. Recognition and admission are half the cure.