Hari
OM
Monday is AUM-day; in search of meditation.
More
on OM as focus of meditation. Today, some exploration of "U".
तैजस/taijasa
does not directly mean 'dreaming' but more accurately refers to that state of
consciousness within which dreaming can occur. Western science spends a good
deal of waking hours on trying to quantify the dream state. All sorts of myths have arisen (some given a
pseudo-scientific twist) as to the nature of dreams. There is a school of theory which suggests
dreams as information processing (any number of scholarly articles can be found
online for this)…
That
last theory is the closest to the understanding given in Sanskrit
tradition. Taijasa is where the mind can
unravel itself, ridding itself of all the unnecessary by running through
scenarios. It is this which gave rise to
the possibility of 'interpreting' dreams, because certainly there are dreams
which process our fear for us, or our worry, stress and so on. It happens in taijasa so that we are free to
operate without these things in vaishvanara.
At
the level of the true meditator, though, the one who would seek to reach to
highest being-ness, taijasa is the place to tear away all unnecessary patterns,
the imprints of life, or संस्काराः/samskaara-s.
This
is not the insomnia of the ill or the troubled.
It is a blissful claiming of the hours to be turned to spiritual pursuit
with a mind and intellect now even more greatly sharpened.
It
is by bringing in the अभ्यास/abhyaasa
(practice) of वैराग्य/vairaagya
(non-attachment) in the taijasa meditation and subsequently to vaishvanara that
we can purify. Through this purification we also gain clarification. The dream
state is not a place to stay. Many think
that, to avoid the waking state in which they feel troubled, dreaming (aka
fantasy) is the place be. The elations which can be found there become their
focus and they forget that dreams have no more substance than steam. There for
a moment then gone, and waking must again be restored. What truly assists a person, is to deal with
the waking in a manner whereby it causes them least trouble. This means putting everything in its rightful
place. Dreams can be likened to making tours to foreign places. We can learn from them, enjoy them, remember
them or deem them forgettable, but each time we know there is somewhere else to
go. They are not "hOMe" and therefore we must continue to travel. In spiritual terms this is to move
beyond the dream state.
In
taijasa, then, we can learn how to be the साक्षि/sakshi, the witness of our own selves, our inner processes.
SAADHANA.
Practice
only U meditation for a while. Become
the witness of the thoughts. Draw back
from your inner and note what arises, how you can brush it away. SEE your thoughts!!! Are they not amazing,
crazy, inconsequent? Distracting certainly.
Occasionally something meaningful will arise. Note it but see it also for what it is. Mere
thought. Allow all to drop away. Keep p'U'rity as your focus.