Hari
OM
Monday is AUM-day; in search of meditation.
Thus
far we have discussed;
- Aasana - correcting position for prolonged introspection
- Necessity of clearing the mind
- Supplanting extraneous thought with guided thought in the form of AUM
- Taken up some understanding of how to think on AUM
- Introduced breathing as part of aasana and focus
- Introduced the idea of objectifying thought
Please
keep reading back over these things, raise any questions, seek correction. It
is one of the peculiarities of modern education that students seek only to have
it confirmed that they are 'doing it right' rather than asking 'what can I do
better?'
No
matter how much a teacher says, it is never enough; for the student must first
take what has been said, then must exercise appropriate analysis and put into
practice. Almost certainly there will appear gaps in understanding, failures in
application. The keen and observant
student will realise that either something in the teaching already received has
been missed or misunderstood; or there is still something more to learn which
has not yet arrived in the teaching.
Either way, the hand must go up!
In
gurukula meditational instruction it was not uncommon to see the guru moving
round the group and with a staff, or a foot, pointing to the backs which were
bowing, shoulders which were stooping, heads which were falling… every guru
would know who was working and who was sleeping! Sleep, or dozing at least, is
the most common foe to the early meditators.
There are many group meditations the world over where someone drops into
the 'snoring' phase of meditation! How many denials have been heard over the
centuries? "No no no swami-ji, I reached samaadhi, I knew nothing!"
Which
gives the shishya away immediately.
In समाधि/samaadhi one has certainly
moved beyond thought, but, we are told, all knowledge is known.
Can
such a condition be there? There is a common experience of nothingness and
everything-ness which is described by serious pursuers of this truth. Some choose to stay in their caves and
turrets and remain seated in bliss.
Some, though, elect to came back from those far reaches and bring the
news to us and seek to give guidance. All of them say, though, that all they
can do is point to the path. Walking it
is yours alone.
In
the early stages, company and leadership are required. Sometimes the guru can
appear harsh, may all the time be correcting.
There are students who will crumble from this. The guru has no
ill-intention, but it is his responsibility to raise the spiritual fitness of
the student in order that the oncoming rigours can be met with the best that
student has. Seargent-major of Company Y
needs to drill them before entering any theatre of battle. Whilst the battle
may involve many parts, the individual within it must always have the greater
good in mind, the purpose for his/her being there, and be fit enough to
overcome the onslaught. Spiritually, our
battlefield is our ego, our mind, our emotions, our attachments… these are the
things which Arjuna lamented and Krishna corrected him from in the sacred text
of Bhagavad Gita.
These
are the things which Lord Yeshu had to overcome in the desert when 'the devil'
offered temptations. Conventional Christian interpretation is straightforward
warning against material lusts; this is perfectly appropriate as the greed of
food, pride of life and avarice (seeing and wanting) are among the strongest
barriers to spiritual advancement. Additionally though, once an understanding
from vedantic standpoint is gained, this portion of scripture (Matt 4,
1-11/Luke 4, 1-13) brings even more. In taking Himself to the desert after
baptism (sanyaasa - adopting spiritual habit) and fasting ( तपः/tapas -
abstinence/austerity/discipline) and keeping always the thought of the
teachings of the forefathers and His own Father in mind (ध्यानम् /dhyaanam - contemplation),
our Lord funded the inner strength to beat down the 'devil' ego which would
keep arising and go searching for distractions. Why would the Son of God need
to do this? For He had come in human
form. He was subject to all the strife
of human life. Thus we can hold the example of Christ up in the light of
vedantic philosophy whilst losing nothing of the Christian exegetic concept.
SAADHANA.
These
are the kinds of contemplation which must be taken up before approaching
advanced meditation. Success in meditation comes in having clarified our
knowledge, asked our questions, voiced our doubts, cleared away all our inner
debris. The daily exercise which has been given
thus far is to be maintained. There is to be no rush to extend beyond
it. Use it to settle yourself in the
mornings and evenings. Use it, also,
before approaching study and mananam (reflection/contemplation) regarding the
effect of what is learned upon you.
All
of this is incorporated in the early steps of meditation. The more that is
learned, the easier it becomes to empty yourself.
Then the journey really begins.